Sports WI cricket my priority: Russell Barbados Today12/12/20200179 views West Indies all-rounder Andre Russell has reiterated that playing for West Indies “comes first” to him, clearing the air on his absence from the T20 series in New Zealand recently while featuring in the ongoing Lanka Premier League. Russell also revealed that having initially turned down the offer to tour New Zealand he had tried to reverse his decision, but was told by the chief selector Roger Harper that was “too late” since the squad had already been picked. However, Russell captured headlines on the eve of the T20I series after Phil Simmons, the West Indies head coach, said it was “news” to him that Russell was playing for the Colombo Kings in the LPL. Russell told SportsMax he was fully committed to representing the Caribbean side despite what had been said in recent weeks. “Playing for West Indies comes first for me,” Russell said. “And the energy and effort that I put out playing for West Indies, I wouldn’t do it playing anywhere else. Sometimes people don’t understand what a player like myself goes through with niggles and all of those things. “But they’re just going to judge, and it’s easy for them to judge.” Russell acknowledged that when Harper contacted him in October – while he was playing the IPL for the Kolkata Knight Riders – he had told both the chief selector as well as West Indies white-ball captain Kieron Pollard he was not in the right “headspace” coping with living in the bubble. Both players had moved between bubbles from the CPL into the IPL between August and early November. “The chairman reached out to me while I was playing IPL, but before that, I was talking to Pollard,” he said. “And Pollard asked me and said, ‘Russ, I’m not forcing you, I’m just asking you: Are you coming to New Zealand?’ I said, ‘yeah, man, I would want to come, but right now, Polly, my headspace is messed up. I’m struggling, I’m not getting no runs, all of this.’ “I don’t want anyone to say that next time Andre Russell puts on the West Indies colours, he’s going to get injured. I’ve got smart up in terms of how to manage my body.” “As a player to another player, he will understand what I’m going through. Coming from a bubble in Trinidad [for CPL], come straight into Abu Dhabi [in IPL], days on days, you can only go to practise, and come back to the hotel and your room. “You can close your eyes and go to the bathroom, but there is nowhere else to go.” Eventually Russell said a combination of severe restrictions on movements in the bubble along with the hamstring injury during the IPL took its toll on his mindset and hurt his form. “When he (Harper) reached out to me, I told the chairman that my headspace is not clear. I changed my stance, I changed my technique, I changed my trigger movement, all these things I changed just to score runs in IPL and nothing was going my way. “The pressure was real. I’m a tough player, and I didn’t know I could actually feel what happened during this year’s IPL. And I just wanted everything to go quickly behind me.” Harper, in fact, granted Russell some more time to make up his mind. “He (Harper) reached out to me a couple of days after, when I’d played two games after that. We won one of them, we lost one, I struggled in both games. “At the end of the day, you can see the eyes in the team, you can feel energy. And as a big player, with the team depending on you and all of that, it’s pressure. “So I was saying no, I can’t go to New Zealand like this – I need to at least take a break from cricket, get out the bubble after IPL, go [to] Dubai, go out, just loosen myself a bit and clear my head.” However after a chat with his national team-mates Shimron Hetmeyer and Keemo Paul, who told him that there were far fewer restrictions in New Zealand, Russell decided to reverse his decision. “I reached out to him and said: ‘sir, I know that a week or two weeks ago I said that I’m not available, [but] I’m available. I want to go around my Caribbean guys. I know I would maybe be better off in that space. “‘They speak my language, I don’t have to be worried about whatever, and if I fail, they’re going to know that Andre Russell was trying his best’. “The chairman reached out to me and said, ‘sorry Andre, we already went ahead. We made a decision.” And he said best wishes or something for the rest of the IPL. I said ‘okay, I understand.’” Luckily Harper’s decision turned out to be a blessing, considering Russell was hampered by the hamstring injury, which he described at the time during the IPL as “ugly”. During the IPL, Russell said he then got an offer from Angelo Mathews to play in the Lanka Premier League and accepted. (Cricinfo)